take off your cool and lose control.

so school is coming up again and the closer the date gets the more upset i get. i hate school always have and always will being told that these classes are what I NEED to KNOW in order to be SOMEBODY rubs me the wrong damn way. what is college algebra going to teach me about life or computer class for that matter. I SHOULD love school because i'm so good at getting the grades but I say EFF school! I'd rather roam the world freely learning things I love and make me happy no worries no stress of letting ppl down nothing just me. just a year ago i was ready to go into my 2nd semester had to let some friendships go because it wasn't what i wanted or needed for that matter. it's like being in a relationship you know isn't benefiting you but you don't know how to let go and move on without hurting the other person. yes it ended badly , but i was happier with myself for doing it "tell me who your friends are and i'll show you exactly who you are."  it's a year later and i've grown up so much from the person i was just last week ready to finally let people in to who i am and not what they think i am. The real world scares me though lol but i'm ready i think just because it's 2009 doesn't mean i'm going to throw out some lie and say "it's a new me" because it's not i'll always be me diff sides and all. Until then i'll continue to roam in my heels as a free bird .