good intentions.carefree joy

i use to want to have someone who understood. then i realized that you can't expect people to understand where you're coming from because they didn't go through what you did. For others to fully understand they'd have to first experience everything that you have which is impossible. Two people could go through the same things and yet still see different things before them. some days when i'm with my thoughts i drift off wondering why i can never just have nothing floating around in my head. to have no thoughts be clear often times i can't sleep due to the many little dreams and aspirations and words that dance within my head. but it's what makes me who i am the complicated individual who longs for many things this world isn't ready to provide.

until then it's me and my thoughts.