i used to love HIM

perhaps it was the enigma or the allure of everyone wanting what i had. maybe it was the fact that you weren't what everyone thought i should have or need. whispers of he's not to be trusted infiltrated the processes of my brain allowing he said she said to be what i said. they say you don't know what you have until it's gone. now all is left is awkward stares and longing wondering what ifs , and why someone else is standing where you should be. what's meant to be will be even if it's not now it will happen..only if it's supposed to.